Thursday, December 31, 2009

this year

this year, i've been lucky enough: to have met some of the sweetest kindest people who have become great friends, to have met someone whom i've fallen in love with and to my greatest delight has fallen in love with me, to have been able to be stupid drunk foolish and young, to have explored a beautiful city. and i have been lucky enough to have laughed more in this past year than i've laughed in a real long time. hawaii, i will miss you--but not enough for me to truly care. and seattle, i love you.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009


things have been pretty bad lately.
however, today i got new shoes and a haircut.
tomorrow i will read 'The Death of Ivan Ilynch' for my upcoming philosophy of the mind class, clean up my life, and drink alone on new years eve night.

Saturday, December 26, 2009


that's how i feel almost always.

Friday, December 25, 2009

bad n' ruin

these are good things.


christmas, whatta piece of shit.
this year included: 3 whole presents from the parents (socks, a mug, and a sweater that i'm returning). a dramatic family moment in which my almond biscotti dough was thrown to the ground. now i'm going to go drink heavily at some shitty ex-hippies house.

Sunday, December 20, 2009


Big Time has always been my favorite Tom Waits' concert series. Obviously.


just rewatched Pan's Labyrinth, so delicious.
read read read, sleep sleep sleep.

Saturday, December 19, 2009


...I have some, but talking to certain someones allows me to realize that I can't rely on habits and anxieties. Instead, I must rely on productivity--even on a minor scale, I have to keep busy.
So, as a result: I will be industriously reading, sewing, drawing, cooking, and watching good film.

(lately: read Candide, watched Synecdoche, New York, baked thumbprint jam cookies)

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

denver, co (pt. 2)

lately: artichokes (in full & in pasta), trips into the mountains, the piece of cinematic gold: don't mess with the zohan, denver museum of nature and science (genghis khan, taxidermy).
the boyfriend's left, now it's lots of reading and movies and getting drunk while soaking in the building's jacuzzi.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

denver, co

lately: food, food, food, good wine, christmas lights, the parents, the boyfriend, about schmidt, odd new home.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Monday, December 7, 2009

i used to be a lot more interesting

now i have back problems and minor depression.